February 07, 2012

Love/ Hate relation with butterfly

Although it is one of the most beautiful glands in a human body, looks elegant like a butterfly, controls and supports every function in the body; from the smallest like the shine of your hair to the big (!!) issues like weight, I have had a strong love/ hate relation with it.

Growing up as a child, I had a strong metabolism and could gobble down any amount of food without any signs of weight gain; chocolates, chips, fruits, name anything and I could eat my heart's desire of it. Butterfly helped me stay thin in my growing years.

I had known about the butterfly causing great distress coz of family history of the same... what I did not realise was, that it would play a major role in my personal life too. As is generally the case, I came to know of having made a personal bond with the thyroid only after the weight I had gained as a would-be-mother refused to go away even after following a disciplined regime of diet and exercise...

I had all the symptoms but was not ready to face the butterfly's warning signs... I was loosing hair in bunches.. I was snappy.. had a short memory.. in short... name the symptom and I had it.

Time to wake up to reality.

It has been 4 years since I got to know of my eternal bond with the butterfly and after a few initial hiccups as are bound to happen in every relation, we both have settled into a rhythm wherein the usual up and downs are there but till the time I pay timely attention to the butterfly it doesn't get too upset!

Unlike many others who are friends with butterfly, I decided not to fight it but rather make it a daily part of my life coz let's face it, there is just no escaping from butterfly once it decides to be there.. so better make it a friend than a foe!

February 02, 2012

When reality overwhelms...

When the reality overwhelms us, we seek refuge in fantasy.

Fantasy helps us to escape from the hard realities of the daily life. It makes the real that more bearable even if it is for a brief moment. It provides a reprieve from the bitter truths.. wraps them like a cocoon and waits for the right moment to unfold and help us face the reality.