Pain

Have you ever felt that there is a pain you just can not put your name to but it is there.. it has no cure.. no feasible escape... no God forsaken way using which you can take a break from it...

Well... I have had the pleasure of living with such pain day in day out.. 24 X 7.. no respite... constantly... making its presence felt.. to the extent it seems like white noise... jarring to the mind.. numbing... not just for your mind but also the ability to move... ability to work at a level what people consider "normal"..

Its been a constant companion (unwanted but a companion) always present.. burning as if on a slow heat.. like your breath.. but unlike the breath it reminds you of its presence.... perpetually

All I want to do is to leave it behind for sometime... and all it wants is to be with me.. reminding me of itself...